goodbye~~

i've decided to move my blog because there is quite a few anonymous readers and it becomes a bit annoying as ray or pat would agree...

ask me for my new link and i just might give it to ya.. =)

a long long since the last blog..

i stopped blogging because i kept waiting for my beibei to blog then end up both of us no time to blog at all... LOL! today im so free because there is nothing for me to do.. i can only think of my bei bei.. im totally distracted from work today.. i can only dream of my bei bei...

she went to jkt today for a business trip and will only be back aftr 6 days.. sighs.. it will be so so sad.. but it will be over in a while.. after all i have survived LDR before but its only been 6 hours seen my darling but i already miss her like crazy..

bei.. its raining today because my heart is crying out for your love, its crying out because my heart is missing it's partner..

work has been hectic, there seems to be more and more work going on and i somewhat get stressed because the pile never seems to get less but it keeps getting taller and taller.. i wish i can go on a holiday with my bei bei.. =)

it's raining to heavily lately and i managed to take a few photos using my digital slr yesterday.. the rain today is similar but not as heavy...






oooo.. i finally got a salary last week.. its not much and its not little.. i can say that im very comptempted with it.. im finally drawing a salary so i shud be more commited to my work.. =)

the last time i blogged was before my restaurant opened.. its now officially opened and business is going well.. we fly in Sri-Lankan Crabs twice a week so there is always fresh supplies of big big crabs.. lol

that saturday, rue came back and we went down to miri during the night to celebrate cch's bday.. we had our fun..me n bei were in one car whilst pat, chien and wendy were in the other.. hehe.. it was a fun fun night.. at the end of the night me, joan and pat went to market to beli kueh to eat coz i was hungry but the other two were dead tired.. lol... after buying food, we went up canada hill..it was so funny becuase pat was quite tipsy as well and bei bei was sleeping..

we had brunch at grand palace the other day.. so much for the hype abt their dim sum being good.. it was only normal to me.. otw up to the resto, we saw aunt helen, sonia and her bf.. i intro my bei bei to them.. hehehe... we went shopping after that and say udeng and dylan as well.. wow.. wat a coincidence eh getting to bump to my cuzzies in miri..

that was that i guess.. since i got back, i had to travel to kl for business and since ive been back i havent got time to hang out with friends or my bei bei much as well.. ive been in the resto helping out because we are currently understaffed..

sunday-
went to church in the morning with adison and fiona and we went for brekky at thien2 and wanted to go to my resto for tea...i ended up working in the resto the whole day.. i guess its a good thing as well as bei bei was also busy as she had relatives coming in from sibu... =)

monday, the 15th of june two thousand and nine

this was to be our special special day but as bei's relatives were here we had to postpond it to wednesday.. we went for dinner and after we finished dinner me and bei just spend the short time together talking and catching up.. hehe =)

tuesday, the 16th of june two thousand and nine
we didn't do much on this very day as bei had to accompany relatives and i was at the resto since 10am to help out... bei did come for an hour to accompany me before going back to work.. its funny coz she had to go to bank and the rain was raining so so heavilyyy.. hehehehe.. i opened the umbrella and the wind pushed it the other way round.. wow.. first time i see so strong winds in brunei.. lol.. it was the same way in kl the other day so i guess a week before the weather travels to brunei eh?

wednesday, the 17th of june two thousand and nine

yesterday was to be the day we celebrated our 1 monthsary... bei told me she will get off work early so that we can spend more time..she told me to pick her up at 7pm..

i had the whole day yesterday to prepare what i wanted to do.. i had everything covered..

- flowers, check
- gift, check
- key chain, check
- card, check
- special dvd, check

everything was ready... expect a venue.. there were a few places that i was planning but in the end all i know was i wanted to do is drive her to that special spot and give her the flowers.. lol.. if she blogs about this then you know about it lo..

after that we went for dinner at senja.. we weren't planning to eat at all but then me and bei were saying it's a special night and if we don't eat is like it doesnt complete the night.. hehehe.. so yeah...

beibei gave me her present.. OMG!!! i was smiling the whole night.. i smiled until 1 line.. sighs.. hahahahah so happy.. i shall take a photo of it and show u guys a glance.. hehehe

the night ended with us just talking and spending time together... =)

the only thing that was missing last night was both of us forgot to take camera out so bei bei only took photos when she went home.. hehehe






i love you beibei, this past month has been blissful.. i enjoy every moment spend with you and at times i just don't wanna leave your side because being just beside you, i feel warm, i feel secure and i feel like nothing else matters in this world expect for you when im beside you..

i love you... happy monthsary.. =)

im super tired... i shall blog tomorrow...

just wanted to invite all readers to "The Singapore Table" Opening.

it's time for me to start blogging but then it seems like whatever i wanted to write my bei bei already wrote so i am going to be kwai lan and ask u to go read her blog... hahahaha

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okay since i am not that kwai lan i will not actually blog but i will post some photos up..

group photo at the end

another group photo

the smile i fell in love with~

muah muah

kacau eh boat driver

@ yatch club

look at that smile~

the other couple

the shades for a sunny day

otw to yatch club

LOL, sorry that the pictures are tabalik.. it shud be from bottom up but oh well.. anyways yeah like i said what we did during the weekend is already in Joan's blog and i don't really wanna bore you guys with what we did as well so i guess the photos are here and the report is there.. LOL...

we had a very nice day on sunday, the weather was perfect for us to just go out on the water on a yatch or something but between the four of us, we don't have that access to the luxury life..NOT JUST YET! lol.. i see ALEE becoming the next norman foster and then maybe we will have a yatch we can cruise on...

weather was perfect and breezy that we didn't feel the heat while dining outdoors... after our late late lunch.. i think it is one of the most relaxing lunches i ever had.. though we were hungry like pigs, we actually waited patiently for our food while relaxing and enjoying the ambience and as if the whole world just stopped for us.. i guess that's how it is isn't it when you know the person you are next to is the person who you can just be with and not needing to say anything and they understand what you are thinking about...

when we finally finished our lunch it was close to 4pm and mind you we were there from like 1pm... we were just having a very slow day.. the only thing missing was some booze.. hahahaha after lunch we finally decided to drive around seresa beach before heading off to kampong ayer and tour the reknowed water village...

negotiatied for $25 for an hour's ride around the water village and we went as far as the istana up to where they see probicous monkeys but there weren't any for us to see that time... before long it was already evening and the sun was setting.. what a wonderful backdrop it would be for a wedding photo... hmmm.. next time when i get married.. i wanna take photo there.. LOL....

anyways we finally finished and went around shopping for clothes because bei bei's wallet itchy already.. we went for tea at CB with pat after that before calling it a night...

OMG!!! i actually wrote so much... dammet.. really once u start writing you cannot stop.. oh wells... might as well go onto monday right?

but nothing much happened on monday.. we had lunch with ching2 coz it was her bday yesterday and we went for baddy at night...

today nothing much happened... all i can remember is i never enjoyed eating an apple so much before.. =) oooo and something funny happened...

remember a few posts ago... i showed you guys my office and i used a suitcase to open my window due to the spring being faulty and all that...

remember this??

well it was raining again today and it was raining very heavily and i decided to take photos of the rain since i have my SLR today with me... =) i was taking photos photos then.......................................................






suddenly..............................................




i accidently knocked the window coz i was trying to take a wider shot... and the outcome was...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

the bag fell down

hit the aluminium roof~

bag in it's grave...

the bag fell and it was so loud that my staff from the 3rd floor quickly ran up thinking the 5th and 6th floor broke something coz they are currently renovating...

LOL

anyways here is the shots which i took of the rain and the trees around me...

seee... i actually blogged!! =)

lalalalala~~ its been a while since i blogged.. wed to be precise... hehehe.. work has been very easy going this week.. not much things to do but i'm happy because i managed to close one big deal and also another tender was just awarded to us... =) happyyyyy hehehehe...

anyways nothing much to talk about also.. life has been getting exciting with new things to do with new adventures.. =) i enjoy everyday because spending lunch with my bei bei and seeing her smile.. =) try to make it an effort to take many many photos everyday...

we went for baddy on wed night.. i have photos somewhere.. LOL... will post them up on monday or something.. =).. this weekend is a long weekend for many but unfortunately for bei bei and me no off... sniffsss... what to do we are too hardworking...

we went for lunch near bei bei's house yesterday..hehehe..






yesterday was 2 weeks with bei bei and i brought her to do excatlly what we did two weeks ago when i asked her to be my girl girl at the same place but we didnt use the SAME ROAD... hehehe...muacks bei bei =)

ps. didn't realise my blog suddenly so many readers.. =s.... PATCSH!!! you linked me didn't you.. hahaha TZE also know my blog now.. hahaha no more personal.. =(

tze- joan went for yoga ler not me.. hahaha im not flexible
rue- walau, now i also become ure daily newspaper.. got reminder to blog again..
patcsh- how come i am blogging more than you now huh?? BLOG!!!!

everytime i decide to blog, i get stuck with excatlly what to write but it seems the moment you start you seem to have a whole lot of things to talk about.. i finished off at lunch yesterday and the rest of the afternoon was pretty quiet for me.. did some work before heading off to the restaurant to look at the new door and the signboard.. they look good.. =)

anyways went back early, relaxed abit before picking up bei bei for yoga.. went to tea after that at de tymz?




at fun bread..


nothing much to blog about because i told bei bei all i wan to tell her already.. muacks.. love ya bei bei..

i quit my job yesterday.. but it seems it's virtually impossible to quit my job.. i was arguing with my boss and i told him that i dun enjoy my work and he said i dont have to work if i dont want to.. so there i quit my job... obviously i know that if only it was that simple then i would not work today...

went down to kb this morning.. along the way as i usually do, stop by tutong to eat their famous pulut panggang... went to kb straight after and just as i was arriving at the client's worksite, i got a phone call from boss asking where i am.. LOL!!! seee who says i can quit my job??

we didn't really do much yesterday.. we went for lunch at ideal instead of our initial plans and we had alot to eat.. =p=p...i was so stressed during the afternoon and bei chilled me down as she always does and ended up she could go out at night so we went to fun bread.. =)

when i was in my meeting in KB, i received a phone call from U-Fhern's mum telling me that my package has arrived so i was really happy as i didn't expect to get it until tomorrow. rushed back from kb to come back and have lunch with bei bei.. on the way back to the office, i stop by U-Fhern's house to collect my package before dropping Jason back at the office..

went for lunch with bei bei at TPH..i enjoy our lunches together, although short, i feel like it's an eternity because i can just see her smile and listen to her sweet voice...otw back i took out my camera to show bei bei some photos and she told me she never see me take out camera so i asked her to take photos..=)

here are the photos she took.. =)






~damn.. looking at the photos make me remember the laughs and the smiles we had while taking the photos.. make me miss miss her more and more.. muahxx~

it's monday again.. yet another weekend gone.. it seems like they all come and go so so fast.. but it all has to do with who you spending time with at the end of the day..

we didn't do much this weekend, we were supposed to have kat's bday party but it was cancelled..we did manage to suprise her at Kim's place and we ended up rummying and mahjong... we had a very very full lunch at my restaurant..thinking about it now makes me full.. lol.. there was like 7 ppl for 12 big dishes? we went to the mall to buy kat's present and it was super jam but we managed to find a parking.. =) free parking somemore.. LOL.. hmmm.. thinking about it saturday was quite quiet.. heheehee

SUNDAY!!! this is the interesting day.. =) =)

went shopping with bei bei at supa save and saw my mum and cousin sharon.. lol.. we were all shopping to cook for Joshua's birthday... mum and sharon was making sandwiches, chicken and duck.. i was baking lasagne and spagetti... hehehe...bei bei helped out alot.. =) i thought her how to cook lasagne.. hehehehe..ended up bren did most of the cooking coz my bei bei was busy doing something else.. hmphhhh...

she was making sandwich...


oops sorry the picture so small.. =p after we did everthing, we went to joshua's place and eat.. OMG.. so full again.. but but the most impt thing that happened was bringing my bei bei kai kai at night.. hehehe...


asked her to close her eyes, take a breath and look up... when she opened her eyes all she could do is smile smile smile.. sigh that smile i fell in love with.. =) we sat there, relaxed, lie down and talked and talked until we were both tired.. actually the moment she's in my arms i just felt like sleeping straight away.. =).. the long drive home, bei bei was just sleeping in the car.. she looked so peaceful sleeping despite all the uneven roads..

the smile i fell in love with.. i see a different smile now.. a smile which i want to see day after day, minute after minute...

i am truely happy... =)

i had fun last night with my bei bei...=)

hugging her and just talking about life's obstacles, the past, the present and the future.. the breeze was cooling and relaxing.. time really passes by so quickly when we're together.. it was only 9 one minute and the next it was already late at night.. =)

treasuring every moment spend with you...

sometimes at work everything goes smoothly until your staff decides to be stubborn... sometimes i feel that if the company was totally run by me, i would get get rid of some of my staffs as i find them totally useless and we are paying them high salary due to the fact that they are relatives or long time employees...i guess i was brought up in a western culture where i don't beleive in sympathy, its either you get the work done or don't bother coming to work the next day.. i run a very strict management policy, although i have room for leniency but if you slack day after day then i guess it's goodbye...

that's why the next company i'm setting up, i will be doing my own interviews, my own recruitment so that i will manage and handle all the staffs on my own. if i were to get rid of one or two staffs, we will look at performance alone..i am always very lenient with my staff but when i expect them to run the moment i ask them to walk... sounds like i am a very hard boss eh? damn... im actually not that bad, i joke around with my staff, treat them food and play around with them but the moment i bang my table.. everyone will be quiet.. HAHAHAHA.. damn.. i beleive in when you work, work like hell, when you play, play like hell..hahaha

on a lighter note, my days have been bright and filled with happiness.. being able to talk to my bei bei every day and seeing her everyday... what really brightens up my day is seeing that smile on her face.. it just makes me fall in love with her over and over and over again.. talking to her everyday before i fall asleep and the monent i wake up makes it always a very good start to the day and a good ending to the day.. =)

today is the 7th day, a week has gone by so so quickly and the last week has been the highlight of my life.. =)

i didn't have a very good day yesterday.. i was free the whole afternoon but it was at night when i was out with my bei bei that i was interrupted with endless phone calls to do work.. sighs.. i told myself before that i want to seperate work and pleasure but then i guess it's never easy is it especially if you are the boss or even yet the boss is your father..

oh well.. i was upset last night because of something and i was too stressed that i even rejected bei bei's call but no matter how sad i was, bei bei will always say something to cheered me up so so much.. muacks.. =)

when you are so stressed one day, just let it ride through as you'll never know if tomorrow will be a better day and in most cases tomorrow will always be much brighter than yesterday.. this goes to everyone i beleive including myself.. i was so stressed out yesterday but today the moment i arrived the office, i felt relieved even after looking at the pile of work that i have to do...

i quickly schemed though it all and completed them one by one before being free now and blogging... i kinda get addicted to blogging again.. but i don't what to blog the way i used to blog.. i used to report every single thing i do.. i beleive some things should be kept sacred so i will continue blogging the way i am blogging nowadays.. =)

It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

=)

the past few days have been very blissful... have u ever realised that whenever you are down or you are not in a good mood, when a particular person calls you, you suddenly just forget everything and didn't even realise that you were stressed or angry...

we all go through stressful days at work and mine was stressed the moment i got a phone call that one of my crates had broken glass in it... arghh.. went all the way to muara port and checked it out.. oh well.. will have to call my supplier and screw them upside down.. hehehe

i guess today my day wasnt as good as well because i didnt have lunch with bei bei..hope to see her later.. =) miss u bei bei~~

a story begins, a chapter of life gets opened while old chapters get closed...

life is ever-changing, we face new scenarios, new opportunities and new prospects in front of us but with everything life is about, if you do not have that one special person to motivate you to do your best, sometimes you just go at paces you are comfortable with and never step out of your own comfort zone..

i found my special someone, to me every moment spend is a moment i cherish and treasure because all i can say is the smile on her face ensures that i smile everysingle moment in life as a smile gets transferred one by one..

貝貝, our journey begins here... =)

morning people~~ its only 740 and i'm already in my office.. usually at this time, im still in my room about to come out and talk to my granny but today im extra early coz i woke up happily... =)

this past week has been a learning curve.. i believe no matter how old we are, we always learn new things and this week i've learnt that true friends stick by your side.. i used to think true friends stick by your side but when you need them the most but there were times before and i found no true friends.. but now my true friends are here by my side...

patricia~~ the one who is always secretive (as per people say) but she is not at all.. once you know her well she is actually very very noisy... =p but thats a good thing i guess.. knowing her from being quiet she is now actually very talkative. she was stressed the other day so me and ray bought her two cakes to indulge in...

yesterday i was stressed and i was joking to her to go buy cake for me.. in the end she asked raymond who was meeting me in dq to buy me a dilly bar saying that its not as fattening as a cake.. let's see...

Nutrition Facts

Serving Size 1 bar (89.0 g)

Amount Per Serving

Calories 220 Calories from Fat 117

% Daily Value*

Total Fat 13.0g 20%

Saturated Fat 10.0g 50%

Cholesterol 15mg 5%

Sodium 85mg 4%

Total Carbohydrates 25.0g 8%

Sugars 20.0g

Protein 3.0g

Vitamin A 6% • Vitamin C 0% Calcium 10% • Iron 0%

220 calories leh pat! hahahahah



anyways ray really knows how to stab me right in the heart after i did the same thing to him about 2 weeks ago but i guess that's what close friends are for.. they stab u straight at the heart so that u actually wake up and stop being in denial..

after everything, i can say that i am finally happy~~~ =)

i will always remember that smiley~~ =) =)

have you ever felt lost and happy and lost again within the same minute....

everyone deserves to smile.. one way or another...

we all have a reason to smile and i have my reason to smile.. =) the reason i have to smile is known to those who needs to know the reason im smiling..

when i see a smile i smile as well.. but there is one particular smile which makes my day and makes me smile..that one reason can make my day whenever i am stressed or sad.. =)

its raining again now.. hopefully it rains more and more because more rains means clearer skies and less bush fires.. the other morning when it started raining i turned off my aircon and opened my windows but the problem with the windows is they don't open all the way as it is old and they are gonna get replaced soon...

i did the same thing today.. i open the windows for fresh air and today i have a pipe to make the window open bigger butttt.....

i only have one pipe so i had to use another resource to open the next window......

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a trolley bag which is for my catalogues.. LOL

i went up to the 6th floor to take

photos of the greenery around me.. looks so nice.. thats why if stress just go to the 6th floor and breathe the fresh air...

GrandTop is there.. LOL

It was Mother's Day Yesterday.

Joan mentioned that she sees her mum everyday so its mother's day everyday and she sees her dad everyday so by seeing both it's parents day every single day.. i somewhat agree to the same thing because i see them every single day as well.. but i realised at dinner was that mother's day or father's day might seems normal for us because we see them everyday but a day like this is to unite family together to share that one joyful occasion of laughters and tears.

when we were having dinner, we saw families of all sorts, those who saved so hard to have that one special meal to treat their mother to dinner to make her smile and happy with tears although the children had to work veyr hard for money but at the end of the day i guess their moral is without their mum's they wouldnt even get a chance...

we had dinner with my auntie and uncle from miri and my grandma was so happy as it is not everyday we have dinner with them and it was funny how they forgot my grandma doesn't take mushrooms and when there was mushrooms, me and my uncle were like quickly playing out a show to remove the mushrooms but my uncle got caught.. my dad was like not pass yet.. eat more dinners then you will pass... my uncle's response was "STILL 'L' LICENSE", it was so funny.......

me and my mum share a love hate relationship... i love her to bits no doubts about that but we will always argue and will always never agree on something.. but the moment we agree on something, it is blissful in the sense you feel the love and the care between mother and son..

i want to share something with you which i found touching and was in tears when i read it..

Parent's Wish- TO OUR DEAR CHILD,

on the day when you see us old, weak and weary..
Have Patience and Try To Understand Us..

if we get dirty when eating...
if we cannot dress on our own..
Please Bear With Us and Rememeber the Times We Spend Feeding You and Dressing You Up

if, when we speak to you, we repeat the same things over and over again.. do not interrupt us..listen to us.....
When You Were Small, We Has to Read The Same Story A Thousand and One Times Until You Went To Sleep

when we do not want to have a shower, neither shame nor cold us..
Remember When We Had To Chase You With Your Thousand Excuses To Get You To The Shower?

when you see our ignorance of technologies
Help Us Navigate Our Way Through These Worldwide Webs

we taught you how to do so many things...
to eat the right foods, to dress appropriately, to fight for your rights..
when at some moments we lost the memory or the thread of our conversation..
Let Us Have The Necessary Time To Remember..and If We Cannot, Do Not Become Nervious..
As the Most Important Thing Is Not Our Conversation, But Surely To Be With You and To Have You Listening To Us

if ever we do not feel like eating, do not force us...
We Know Well When We Need To and When Not To Eat

when our tired legs give way and do not allow us to walk without a cane....
Lend Us Your Hand The Same Way That We Did When You Tired Your First Faltering Steps

and when someday we say to you that we do not want to live anymore, that we want to die...
do not get angry.. some day you will understand..
Try To Understand That Our Age Is Not Just Lived But Survived

some day you will realise that, despite our mistakes,
We Always Wanted The Best For You,
And We Tried to Prepare The Way For You

You must not feel sad, angry nor ashamed for having us near you. Instead;
try to understand us and help us like we did when you were young..

Help Us To Walk.....
Help Us To Live The Rest of Our Life With Love and Dignity.

We Will Pay You With a Smile and By The Immense LOVE
We Have Always Had For You In Our Hearts.

We Love You, Child
Mom and DaD

fly~~ fly far far away~~

have u ever been so happy until u fly away~~ hahahah...

i was in singapore exactly one month ago and i am here again today and i realised i lost between 5-8 kilos...i'm so so so happy... =) i realised that as long as you have motivation to do something you will do it full on with motivation... i told myself that i wanted to lose weight and wow.. 1 month of full on exercising.. baddy and vball.. full on sweat.. hehehehe... im happy i lost that weight..=)

targeting the 80kgs... but dunno if i can get there.. but my aim is 6 months.. if i can lose 6 kilos per month x 6 months= 36 kilos.. hahahahha.. i wonder if i will ever get there~~~~

a smile always makes u happy... a particular smile makes me smile even more.. =)