badminton badminton and more badminton...

the amount that we are playing badminton is making me feel good considering the gym being so stuffy that after 5 minutes you would be sweating like crazy and especially for those who cant sweat.. going to harun to play badminton is the best place you could actually play..

i realised that the way we play sports is die die must play and it doesn't really matter if we injure ourselves during the process, we will still continue playing through the pain as if nothing hurts which isn't excatlly the best way of playing sports...

people all have hearts and people all have feelings.. feelings is something which is very particulate and according to mood..no matter how upset a person could be, a compliment would cheer them up straight away.. i realised this before as when a person is upset and could be in tears, words of encouragement or compliments would cheer them up straight away.. =)

i remember in nz, there was an ad on tv by AMI insurance, the main theme was to smile, because you never know where your smile carries you and who it passes on to because a smile is all that is needed to make a person's day..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2uaKwd3wKU8&feature=related <--- watch it... =)

so everyone, keep smiling~~

It's been a hectic week, not in the sense of day to day work but more of the nightly sporting activities..it's been allright though as we sweat, we laugh, we enjoy and we cry...body has been aching all over from over excessive extreme sports..

we played volleyball on Wednesday after last playing in soton with Jason and his friends in jeans and casual shoes. that is something i will always remember as i was really reluctant to play but eventually had fun anyways. it was fun in the sense we have not all played in a long time but we didn't have enough heads so we played 4 on 4 thus dragging patricia to play as well..

but Patricia probably regrets playing due to her losing her bracelet but i beleive what is meant to be yours will forever be yours and what is meant to be lost will be lost as i have lost alot of things in the past and i know how it feels losing something important to you.. so cheer up Patricia~~

when we finished v-ball, Joan got a text from siews about their friend.. so sorry to hear about Wayne and i know how it feels to lose a friend.. i shall end my post with something i wrote for John in September 2004.

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i wrote this when i heard the traggic news of a close fren/a classmate/ a bro which passed away but nvr posted it up so i thought i shud post it up...


i'm just here to pay a tribute to a fren who passed away.. a fren which was dear and close to all of us and which will be missed teribly...

John..u are now in the hands of god...i still cant beleive this had to happen..of all people u.. but i guess this is the way god had planned for us..we will all have our times.. but John.. i just wanna say tat knowing u all these times it was really fun to be around u..all the time we went through outside and inside class.. they cant be forgotten..when in class how we fooled around.. pissed the teachers off and yet instead of get scolded by teachers we scold the teacher.. namely bennett.. but yeah.. it was really fun in class where we just talked and talked without any worries.. our exams could have been next week or the very next day for all we know and we're still not concentrating in class.. how in class we would always sleep in benett's lectures or answer the phone in class and not get caught at all.. how during exams u helped us in anyway possible..i can still remember it really well.. it was like it just happened yesterday.. i really wish we cud still be able to bring back the classroom memories...

during our exams how we would use "TECHNOLOGY" to help us when we were stuck.. well basically the whole class got help.. from one person.. it was YOU.. u helped us go through our uq exams when we needed the help... our first semester IT exam.. we had a 25 mark question on html and the whole class was blank.. u helped us through tat by sending everyone in the class 6 msges with the answers in them... thinin back it was wrong but i can freshly remember how we would come out of the exam happy coz we managed to answer the paper.. but yeahz.. everything from going to gdg to play cs or just to eat during out exam time.. damn.. how i wish we cud repeat all of those happy memories.. as we go on we remember john.. all the times we had together.. wherever u might be we will always remember u in our thoughts and prayers.. you are in the hands of god..

~i would do anything just to keep that smile on your face~

i am lost...

its been a while since i had this feeling..it only felt like yesterday that we were all in high school having our own carefree life but now we are actually all grown up and we got so much more responsibility..

it was yesterday that it felt like graduate from high school and yet it felt like only yesterday that i graduated from uni.. i took out my transcript the other day and i realised that in july, it would have been two full years that i have graduated and all the plans of studying masters and phd suddenly seem so far away.. the dream of working for a bank seems to drift away as well...


to work for your dad is something you learn but it is always going to be much easier than working for someone else as you do not actually have to work as hard but realisticly speaking you work even harder when required because its your own business..

when everything seems so right, everything seems to be in the right direction i suddenly hit a brick wall.. i dunno what i should do because its been a while since i am feeling what i am feeling now...

the last tiem i felt this way was 2003-2005 and that was a good 4 years ago.. somehow i like this feeling because of the way it feels but yet again you feel lost because you do not know how to proceed.. should you listen to your heart and do what you think is best but run the risk of rejection or should you listen to other factors and stop where you are to run risk of failure....

failure is a harsh harsh thing isnt it but i beleive if you dont try you never fail, if you dont fail and fall how would you learn to pick up yourself.. just like when you start walking.. you stoop up u walked a bit then u fall down and it repeats itself over and over before finally knowing how to walk in the end...

all i want to do is see that smile on your face~~