The Last time i posted i was talking about pressure.. not i am sort of relieved and yet having lots of pressure.. it made me break down.. i guess i put too much pressure on myself..
i was worried about getting into SMU because the requirement was 2 years working experience or in lieu CFA grade 1 pass.. obviously since i am only graduating in June, i don't have either requirements so i asked my dad if that was going to be a problem and i was worried
about the timings as well because i felt it was so soon..
my dad told me to postpone my masters and work first so that i am actually doing something instead of sitting around for 1 year..i am happy at that thought and yet i am worried..
but here's the thing
Happy
i'm happy because that means that i will be more relaxed, having the break that i always wanted after i graduate and i won't excatlly be rushed into doing something and yet be unsure about..
Unhappy
i'm unhappy because it kinda spoils my life plans because i wanted to finish my masters by 21 which i am next year... but i guess its all right because i'm onli 21 next year.. sigh..
well there are actually more worries that i have that i don't really wanna write down here but i guess sometimes it just gets something off your chest?
i have been craving for food from home, so i went to dinner at a malaysian restaurant with a friend yesterday and as soon as i walked in i smelt the smell of nasi lemak... i was gonna eat mee goreng but i suddenly craved for nasi lemak due to the smell..hehe.. BUT they ran out..haha..so i ate what i wanted in the first place, and the plate was HUGE!! hahaha..
anyways i bought something that i wanted to buy before..
Plastic Shot Glasses..hahaha.. i wanted to buy plastic shot glasses but i never found any but i finally managed to find some today.. they came in pack of 20's and i bought 3 packets straight away..haha no i dun have any urge to drink or anything but i just felt like buying them anyways..lol..
this is all from me today..
i was worried about getting into SMU because the requirement was 2 years working experience or in lieu CFA grade 1 pass.. obviously since i am only graduating in June, i don't have either requirements so i asked my dad if that was going to be a problem and i was worried
about the timings as well because i felt it was so soon..
my dad told me to postpone my masters and work first so that i am actually doing something instead of sitting around for 1 year..i am happy at that thought and yet i am worried..
but here's the thing
Happy
i'm happy because that means that i will be more relaxed, having the break that i always wanted after i graduate and i won't excatlly be rushed into doing something and yet be unsure about..
Unhappy
i'm unhappy because it kinda spoils my life plans because i wanted to finish my masters by 21 which i am next year... but i guess its all right because i'm onli 21 next year.. sigh..
well there are actually more worries that i have that i don't really wanna write down here but i guess sometimes it just gets something off your chest?
i have been craving for food from home, so i went to dinner at a malaysian restaurant with a friend yesterday and as soon as i walked in i smelt the smell of nasi lemak... i was gonna eat mee goreng but i suddenly craved for nasi lemak due to the smell..hehe.. BUT they ran out..haha..so i ate what i wanted in the first place, and the plate was HUGE!! hahaha..
anyways i bought something that i wanted to buy before..
Plastic Shot Glasses..hahaha.. i wanted to buy plastic shot glasses but i never found any but i finally managed to find some today.. they came in pack of 20's and i bought 3 packets straight away..haha no i dun have any urge to drink or anything but i just felt like buying them anyways..lol..
this is all from me today..
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